sense of satisfaction

yesterday been a sunshiny day..
the sun really shows it's power of heating the atmosphere
maybe it is the sign
sign that i should move on

and gladly i did
i out of my moody time
delivering my few task smoothly..
and it was satisfying...
such sense i really i'd longing to feel
sense of greatness of being able to perform well
although it may seems nothin to others..
it was meaningful to me as i'm over my cloudy period

and i wish today and so on will work well
and i hope this kind of sense will alwayz shows into my life

really tired of feeling down and unable to do something about it
because now i'm realize how selfish i am
having people that care enough of me..
and i left them worrying..
hoping...

these matter really been once a prior things in my life
being dedicating my time to bring smiles to the face of people that care for me..
the one that really took me as a big matter
still yet cannot perform really well to bring a dean list back home
such a selfish of me
to my sis and mom..sorry..

i just want to be myself..
enjoying life with friends..
although it kind of not really 'enjoy'
but i should appreciate what i've got..

there's going to be another sunshiny day for me today..hopefully
to all those loving me
i'm thankful u'r with me along da time
thanx for u'r support
i really do love u all although i dont really shows it..
i'll hope u all this stick around..
love u...