finally...

i donno whether i should write something like this on public or not
but...just for sake of clearence

finally i knew..
how far i should behave...

finally..
all my desires and thougt been totally not being permitted

finally..
i know..

again..
heartbroken..
feel ashamed..

realized da truth..
that not evryone know what u'r really hav inside
felt that been undrstood..
feel the bond that tight until shed pain inside are fading
as it shouldnt be like that

sorry that i been over the boundaries
sorry that never thought that u could felt the other way
sorry for being selfish
sorry for all the misunderstanding
sorry for all the act

no intentions to avoiding
but things seems doesnt same da way it was like before
feels like been disliked
sorry..but that's how i felt

all the fault is mine..
dont worry..dont eva blame u'rself
u are doing fine..
doing exactly fine
doing da right thin' shouldnt be something thoughtful to u

it should be me..
took all da blame...

i'm truely sorry